Monday, December 29, 2008

Christmas

So Christmas was good. I really enjoyed spending the time with my family. I got an awesome pink ipod nano (and the little stuff that comes with it) from my parents a few pretty cool movies and some little nik naks from friends and family. My husband, L, surprised me this year. We've been having a really rocky year in our marriage so I wasn't expecting him to get me anything, and then when I came home Christmas eve I found a purse and a perfum, lotion, body wash set wating for me. It was really sweet!! I was so excited. =) I'm really hoping that things get better with us this year, please let 2009 bring something good to me. I'm really praying and keeping my fingers crossed for that one.

We spent a lot of time with family, I went to my moms and had dinner and then drove up to VA to meet with L and we hung out with his side of the family. We even drove around looking at christmas lights...I love christmas lights they were sooo pretty!! I took some pictures I don't know how wellt hey cam out but I will try to put them up here soon.

I'm really looking forward to New Years. We have a few party invites so I don't know what we are going to do. The plan was to bar hop so we are going to do that and then hit up the parties I guess lol.

Well thats all of an update that I can think of right now. I hope everyone had a safe and happy Christmas and a wonderful New Year if I don't post again before then, but I probably will lol I am addicted to this blog now. =)

~Baby Girl~

Friday, December 12, 2008

Just a rant and a giggle

Let me first say that that I work at a credit union. I'm a Senior Teller. With that out of the way let me continue. "Hi can I help you?" Thats a common question in my line of work, or in any line of work where you have clients, customers or memeber. However that is rhetorical question...it does not require an answer. Hi can I help you....yes. Obviously or you wouldn't be here if there wasn't something that I could do for you, you would not be here. And yet they answer anyways. Yes, sure, uh huh, yep...and the list goes on. Now you might be wondering why I don't change my question which leads me to my next topic. They don't listen.
"How can I help you?"
"Oh I'm good thanks." *Smiling*
"...."

I don't recall asking you how you are...how did we go from what can I do for you to oh I'm good? It's like all they heard was "How.." And they filled in the blanks however they wanted. I wish I could do that.
"And"... "And I will give you a million dollars"
"I'd like to"... "I'd like to depoist this money into your account."
"Give"..."Give yourself a $20 out of what you are depositing for me"

And then you have the members that want to tell you stories...it doesn't matter what you said they are gonna tell you a story.
"OK so I deposited that to check for you can you sign the box for me."
"Oh sure....it goes faster than it comes in..."
"I know what you mean."
"Yeah I gotta go grocery shopping, and Johnny fell out of a tree yesterday, and.." I wish I was joking but I'm not. And I don't know why some members just want to lie to you. Like you don't know them at all but they want to lie and it's obvious they are lying.
"I'm about to sue so and so for running into my car. And they are going to pay me thousands of dollars for it.." I want to be like you are going to sue someone every other week you should have more then 2 cents in your account.

Ok so that's enough ranting lol I guess it's back to work. Joy.

~Baby Girl~

Thursday, December 11, 2008

Funny Stuff

Dane Cook -- The Nothing Fight lyrics.

Am i the only person here who loves to watch a couple together that hates each others guts? That has to be the most entertaining thing when you see two people that just hate each other ..together, and look we've all been there everybodys been in that situation where you will stay with somebody you dont even like them. Two weeks in and already you like "pshh", no way. I cant stand this peroson, I'll hang around for 5 or 6 years then we can end this thing violantly. I got time. Girls you make the craziest excuses to stay, your friends will try and get you out of it... "Why dont you just go? Seriously Jill just go, Jill? He's a jerk off. Just take your shit and go." Your like "I cant just go Kim, its not that simple, my cd's are in his truck I can't just walk away from 40 or 50 cd's. Its gonna take 2 or 3 more years of a abuse until I can leave with my cd's."That couple is the best, they fight over everything. Every little thing- huge explosion. And its not even about the thing, its about the fact that they wanna stab eachother in the neck with a steak knife because they hate eachother's existance. They get in what I call "nothing fights."Fights about absolutely nothing. Right, you see them waiting in line for the movie theatre. They hold hands, but its not loving at all. Its like this rigamortis, romatioid athritis, red rover grip that they got going on. And everything's an arguement."I should probably bring my jacket, I might get cold." "You bring your fucking jacket. Ya think. Do ya think? Yes. What if they're pumpin' AC in there, and then your cold I have to go out and I miss the previews cause I gotta get your fuckin' jacket. Bring your jacket." I love nothing fights. The best nothing fight I have ever seen in my life. I was at the supermarket a few months ago and I'm going down the aisle and I'm at the Stoffer's Fresh Bread Pizzas, and I'm deciding do I want four cheese or one cheese. Cause sometimes, I like a lot of cheese. Sometimes, I like a dancing pluffera of cheese in my mouth. And then sometimes, I'm into a more solo cheese adventure. Just a single, one on one. Me and one cheese. Then sometimes I want an orgy of cheese on my plate. So as I'm standing there, contemplating my cheese future, I hear the nothing fight going on in the next aisle. I dont know exactly what they are saying, but I hear mumbles and grumbles. Ok. I hear the guy going "*grumbles*" and I hear the girl she's like [girl voice] "*grumbles*care...*more grumbles* care...I dont even care...*even more grumbles*care.." [guy] "*grumbles*...care. I dont even care *grumbles again* care..." I hear the nothing fight. I start getting so excited. I'm like I gotta go watch this, I gotta go see this. I'm so excited I leave my cart. You never leave your cart. God forbid somebody comes into the store and wants exactly that shit. And they're like "What. Jackpot. This is everything I wanted." I'm peeking around the Intimate cookies and I'm watching the best nothing fight that I've ever been a part of. They're in eachother's face. Ok, and the guy is saying to the girl and he's doing it like this "Do we have any jelly in the house? Do we or do we not have jelly. You said we did last time. I'm looking in the cabinets and I dont see any god damn jelly. I just wanna know if we have any jelly in the house." And she's egging him on, she's like [girl voice] "I dont even like jelly. I dont even like jelly. I get hives if I even look at jelly. Wha--I dont even know about jelly. I've never even--What is jelly. I dont even care." And he's like "I dont even give a shit about the hives. I want jelly in the fuckin' house. Stat. Pronto. Tonite. I dont give a--I will break your neck and pour jelly all over your body and pray to the gods of jelly to burn your soul in a jelly like hell. Now get the jelly!" I'm so excited, I'm eating the Intimates out of the box. I've opened a box and I am eating. "I'll pay for it. Relax. I know you're concerned, but I paid." This is the point during the nothing fight that I like to get involved. I have to get involved and I have to say something. Just a little jab, a little poke that will fuel the fire. And help take it to the next level. As they're going back and forth, I walk buy them, I lean in, and I go like this, "hey dude, dude, dude, I know what you mean about the jelly bro. Tell this twat to get jelly. Now."[guy] "See, see! Get the jelly-Uh, whats that word again? What, Twat! Good word. Thanks bro. I didnt ev- I forgot about that word. GET THE JELLY TWAT! Great word dude, great word. Twat. Yes."

Untitled for now...

Heavens lost, angels fly
Your love is what use to light my sky
Where is my moon to light my way
Where is the face that made my day
Where have you gone my one true love
My beautiful angel sent from above
Forever gone you seem to be
Will you never again return to me
You've chosen such a different path
2 lovers + 2 gether = 4 ever remember the math
Where did our forever go
3 1/2 years is forever, how was I to know
I fought for you, love, every day
And I let nothing stand in my way
I would have died for you had you asked
But you kept all your feelings masked
I still love you, my heart was yours to steal
And I know if ou come back, my heart will heal
Heaven can be found, angels always fly
Your love still lights up my sky
Help me find the moon to light my way
Will you come back and make my day?

Friday, December 5, 2008

Blah

I am so tired of all this drama in my life. Is it to much to ask that I can have a nice peaceful life without having the added stress? So much has been going on in my life lately. And it's always the way that it goes when you think that things are going good everything gets pulled out from under you and you are left standing there looking stupid. I'm gettig so tired of all this drama. It's wearing me down physically. I've started getting really bad stomach aches and I can't seem to get rid of even a simple cold. And there is a simple solution to end the drama...leave. Easier said then done when your heart is involved. I'm just getting tired, trying your hardest to hold on takes a lot out of you. I needed so bad to get some of that off my chest. I can feel myself sinking into sadness and I don't want to be there agian. I just have to keep writing, keep working, keep busy. This is a good place to vent. I'm glad I started this blog, it's another release and I can get my head straight.

God I need another vacation.